Not so good day!
Did OK eating, though not the best. Didn't keep up on my water intake :-/ watching "Heavy", which isn't helping emotionally.
My husband is doing SO GREAT on his weight loss; I find myself jealous of him. He spends all day with the boys, I do not. So in the evening he can leave and go on his 3 mile uphill hike!! Me? I can't go out and exercise. I feel guilty being gone 9 hours a day a work, with only 4 evening hours with my kids. I feel selfish even considering spending any of those hours on myself. In my mind my exercise options are 6am or 10pm. But I also have homework, plus daily work obligations that I need sleep for!! WHEN am I supposed to exercise? WHEN is it my time for me??
Travis said we'd figure something out. I'm sure we will. But tonight all I want to do is cry from discouragement! I want a month in an exclusive weight loss resort followed by 5 months of a personal trainer!!!
Tomorrow is a new day ...
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